Friday, October 29, 2010

old blogs...

It's weekend again, and so my alter-ego is brought to life. Signing on: CarlaHearts2ne1...lol. Sooo, I'm downloading a vid in youtube and it's gonna take about a couple hours or so and I decided to quit  procrastinating and close out all the other social networking sites I've had years before that I never visit now. Friendster. Multiply. MySpace... While doing so, I came across some blogs I wrote and decided to repost them here..well, just for the sake of if ever I get curious as to what I was into during those years. There were some vids too but I'm still trying to figure out how to upload them here when the original videos are long gone.. will edit .


Love means never having to say you're sorry..

At long last, I finally found out what this means. I watched the 1970 movie Love Story over the weekend primarily because I got fed up with paying overdues from renting all those new, but overnight only movies. Going for classics not only ensures you'd be watching a film worth your time, but you also get to return them in 3 days or more..
About the film, I expected it to be really cheesy but what I got rather are very sharp and witty dialogues. The story's not new, as I've seen it a million times from romantic movies which clearly have been benchmarked from it. Sure, there were cheesy encounters, but doesn't love used to be cheesy, and subtle, and innocent? Think Lucy and George of A Room with A View..
Love means never having to say you're sorry. I read this everywhere, hear it from everybody, but I didnt really know what the hell it exactly means. Thanks to the movie, I got to thinking, and I think I know now what it means. You are never sorry after a relationship, or after a love ends. Because you are not sorry for having spent time with each other, for having shared a part of your life with one another, for knowing the person, for what you become after the relationship.So really, after a breakup, don't say sorry.. Thank you is more like it.
Oh man, now I'm getting cheesy. I think I'll watch one of those Marvel  movies to get me out of this mood. But then again, I've had such an overdose of this from the movies that's been hitting the cinema, animations, the dead coming back to life, all sorts of demonic possessions.. Oh please, enough already.
Before I forget, if you haven't already, please watch 
Manhattan
, The Spanish Apartment, Y Tu Mama Tambien, Four Seasons, and tell me what you think.
And for a more recent film, if you liked 
Sin City and Ocean's Eleven, watch Domino. No comparison, it just reminded me of the two. Besides, Keira's hair was to die for... Now, why did i get that haircut a week before seeing the film?



haha.. it's not often that I rant about a movie so when I found this..it all came back to me..soo funny.


White Lady robbed me of my hard-earned P60.50!!!
Ok, so I'm such a sucker for horror / suspense films, so even if im more often than not skeptical on watching local films, i trekked on the cinema on the 2nd day of showing here. And add to that because ive been gullible enough to believe everything they say in the papers abt the movie. Heck! there's been a lot of talk about it, from the 30 mins or so they spent on the special effects, to the perfectionist, young blood director ( they say they shot each scenes up to ten takes?? ) so people can expect something different. yeah sure! so why is it that sitting thru the movie, i cannot pinpoint a scene thats different from what ive already seen from other movies? Why can i not help but be a critic through each scenes? its a good thing the person i was with feels the same way, otherwise i could have gotten thrown out of the theater. For starter, the movie kept reminding me of other films of the same genre. Say for example...
.... when the ghost dissolved into an army of rats, didnt it remind you of The Mummy?
... and the well or manhole, for some reason I thought of The Ring.
... and the mirrors, may be its just me but it reminded me of The Skeleton Key too
... and walking doll, man, can i help it if i recall a Korean horror movie entitled The Doll Master?
.... and up to now, i dont get it why the ghost seems to be asking for help from P. Luna ( the ghost was seen scrawling the words Buligan nyo ko or something on the board ) when she is clearly beyond help? it seems to me she's out for revenge alone...
... and that dragging scene outside a theater where they held the audition for the all girl chorale? what was that all about?  clearly there was an audition going on and they could have incorporated the rest of the details on the teachers' script, instead of wasting seconds on the posted announcement.
and lastly, im assuming the setting is UPLB based on the van that took an injured friend away. i finished from another campus of the system too but i do not recall witnessing paper throwing in a classroom. i mean they were supposed to be college guys right? i mean the scene was straight out of a high school movie featuring brats.
and lastly lastly, why is Pauleen Luna's wardrobe like that? her stylist could have opted for flimsier blouses and be a straightaway copycat of Carrie Bradshaw's style. well well..
so if anyone would ask me if i enjoyed the movie, ill throw back another question. If you sat for a movie that kept reminding you of other movies all throughout.. would you enjoy it?
Go figure.
OH YEAH, i remember catching last full shows after work hours.  2006? what a year that was.



screamfest this week! 07/29/06Jun 10, '07 7:31 PM
for everyone
and so Chito Roño did not disappoint. i mean Feng Shiu is a tough movie to top, but top it he did. I caught the LFS of Sukob last wednesday after work, still wearing my office uniform ( ick!) coz i didnt want to watch a left over, meaning tira-tira ng napagkwentuhan na.. and even tho i like watching movies by myself, even those Korean horror (?) films, i had the good sense to drag some friends with me. but im glad i did, coz for all the screaming that ensued, it would have been a tad harder for me to scream as loud, if i was by myself. now that is a new "by myself" challenge, may be next time :) you wanna know what Scream Fest is all about? watch sukob. now, i am being redundant with the word scream here, but it literally was a scream fest from like 5 minutes into the movie til the very end. the movie was really good, good pacing, superb story telling, that was  a real mean scene opening.all those old houses, it makes you think what horror stories each of these houses yearns to tell as well. and the Flower Girl, she was the real scene stealer, personally, i think both hit makers Kris and Claudine was clearly upstaged. altho of course, the movie has some loose ends, like i would have liked to know what became of those lost bodies. and i also would have liked to know of the Flower Girl's own life story, why was she haunting all these people, what was she so hung up about? may be in another movie? :)

anyway, my hats off to Chito Roño.  but it really shouldnt come as a big surprise. it isnt like he's a newbie in this genre. remember Patayin sa Sindak si Barbara of the mid 90's? that was his brainchild too.
thanks to him, i came to scream and i ended up screaming like i havent in a LONG time.
P.S.
remember that Female Ghost movie that i wrote about a few days ago? not surprisingly, it didnt make it to a 2nd week run. goes to show that first day sales is never a guarantee that a movie is worth your time.

Thursday, October 28, 2010

note to self...

Today, 10.28.10

1. NEVER ever assume.... and.. DON'T expect a lot from anyone, better yet, just don't expect anything.

2. Your life's like a lake.. calm and serene. Now don't be foolish and start casting stones, you wouldn't want those ripples. Not unless you're sure it's the kind of ripple you want.

Saturday, October 16, 2010

aimless babbling of someone bored...lol

hahaha ok, so the title itself should serve as a warning to someone who stumbles into this blog... please for your sake, skip this entry and go delve into another, save yourself a headache.  i would recommend earlier entries. my life lately has been both chaotic but unexciting that entries as of late are so ho-hum.. beside's, this entry is more in the found-from-dog-eared-pages-of-an-old-diary-never-meant-to-be-read-by-the-public category... soooo on with the show.

ok, so what prompted this blog to be written ( I rmbr always reminding myself not to succumb into the temptation of putting on paper thoughts like this, it's just so private, a conversation just between myself and i, and being in my late twenties, believe me the temptation is great) is that over the last week, I'd been subjected to questions that I have long ago stopped answering. In the last two consecutive days, i'd been asked the same question by two different set of people. Not that I encouraged them, for some reason conversations just turned into that topic and since some people are aware of my status ( can't really hide it when you see these people 5 days a week). When people are bored and conversations turn into topics such as "getting married" or having a "love life", people automatically look at me.ouch. and ouch. saying those words hurts. it's more uncomfortable than sitting on a dentist's chair to have a bad tooth extracted. It's not that I take it against these people, I work with them and i like them and they're all really good people. and I know they just can't help themselves, I know i won't  be able to help myself when I'm in their shoes. But it's just that, I am really uncomfortable during times like this.  I know am supposed to just play along but I've long ago been cursed w/ something called "being-really-transparent" and when something embarrasses me, all blood rushes into my face... and this further turns people into teasing me further... like.."are you wearing blush ons? or are u blushing just now?? ahhhh. arrghh! This is the part that i feel I should pull a disappearing act. But knowing that's impossible, I just look at them w/ a stupid grin and not say something and hope and pray hard that the conversation turns into something else. Really, i know I look really stupid then. Now, this just reminded me that my high school friends are organizing a reunion for early next year..*sigh* i know i'll have to prepare myself into fending off this type of talk again.. but i guess that's for another blog.

ahhh. there's a lot i want to say but I can't bring myself to write them. I always have this type of discussion going on in my mind too but I'm debating whether they're suitable for this blog or not. I know not a lot of people reads this blog but I do know a few who does. a couple that I know, and a handful that just "stumbles" into this. Some thoughts I really, really wanna be able to write down, would give me a chance to dissect them and bring some sort of order or coherence into them. If only I'm the type who can write into a paper diary and keep it locked, but I am so disorganized I don't even take vitamins regularly cos I often forget it. I'm not making sense, I know am not.. so before this turns into a long-winding-narrative-into-nothingness... imma stop right here. will edit if i get into it...

Note: if u managed to read this entry in full and felt like you've been cheated out of your precious 2 mins.. this is the part where i say.."i told you so!"  lol

Friday, October 8, 2010

just got out of work a few hours ago..and I'm feeling like I...

was dead and is alive again, for 2 days, that is... then it's back to D-Valley. *sigh* i don't think I can live w/ this for long. as they say, it's either u "shape in" or "ship out". w/c way it's gonna be???


*** feeling sooo exhausted.. but never mind.. i'll have my answer before my 30th!! totally gonna do something life changing! something I should have done years ago, but, ahhh, why do I have to be the world's BIGGEST procrastinator??! soo excited! =)